a jellyfish kiss

my dreams defile me
their efficient lies
a burning mask
the real me that never was
defined by a deadly whisper
a jellyfish kiss

nothing left but a stain

trapped unchained
in her wet flames
her scream on his skin
her sweat in his brain
she drinks his explosion
nothing left but a stain

absinthe kisses

your absinthe kisses
fester on my rotting lips
clotting my veins with rainbow lies 
and boiled memories
of happiness faked

hand in hand

you was my biggest secret
I was your greatest mistake
hand in hand
toe to cliff we stepped off together
smiling blindly falling

to my demise smiling

grasping feelers
tickling the back of my neck
whispers of bad times to come
ignorant pride I go marching
to my demise smiling

nothing left

tentacles squeeze
instead of bones and guts
cherished memories
bleed from me
leaving a husk
nothing left
she can take from me

book of flesh

twisted finger nails
writing in my back
warding others
this book of flesh remembers
she wont surrender
lest her pen finds another

birth of a poem

behind my eyes 
demons scratching, clawing 

dark ballads in my skull 
with hooked chain they are carving 

replacing my need 
to eat, drink, and breath 
with write, fuck, and bleed 

hearing their howl 
they cum in my brain 
I ejaculate verse and scream 

whispering warnings

cold wind calls my name
dark night taps my shoulder
whispering warnings of her
pretending I don't understand
she leads me to my doom again

no more left to woe

looking into sleep glass 
reflection goes unheeded 
dissipating glimpsing dread 
forever not returning 
forever not remembering 
tired and burdened 
laying down accepting 
fates final blow 
deaths touch reaches 
no more left to woe

tired of you

tired of waiting
tired of hoping
tired of hoping you will notice
tired of being lonely even though I'm with you
tired of you

blind me with smokey daggers

you blind me with smokey daggers
strangle me with crimson thread
while fucking me into my grave
making me a forgotten memory

the many tongued girl

the many tongued girl
told her satin lies
making love to my many more ears
raping my soul
fucking me
bleeding me
I love her
why

they chip away

one after another
they chip away
looking for weakness
so that they may pray
pealing away
until nothings left
but empty space

darkness parts

darkness parts to darkness more
opening abyss's curly fingers
scraping the skin from my face
so you may see me
the true me

in darkness

in darkness
we meet
I courting madness 
you with the dead
both famished
we feast as we fuck
madness and neglect
becoming bliss

till the end of time

fire falling from sky
earth splitting open
stars blinking out
everything's died
we're all that's left 
let's fuck
till the end of time

my sweet rush

loving the chase
chasing my pray
it's fear
my sweet rush
cornered
it turns
changed
it's not cornered
I am
I was it's pray all along

fear unseen

close
not seen
breath on neck
powdered glass
stinging
cold needles in spine
it's touch
insects scratching
fear
mine
closer this time

taking flight on veiny wing

taking flight on veiny wing
a throbing smell visits me
teases of promises not kept
swooping to feast
she can't hear me
as she screams